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Thursday, February 21, 2019

Dev – Part 1 of 3 Parts


markwildyr.com, Post #78

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Thanks for giving me a pass for my last posting. Car wrecks and internal bleeding and endoscopes and colostomies get in the way sometime.

Anyway, here’s a new story. It’s one I wrote a long time ago, but decided I wanted to update. Here’s part one of the story. Enjoy.

*****
DEV

My father rolled down the Dodge pickup’s window, admitting the heat and dust as we left our quarter-section and drove across town to the old Jones place early Monday morning.
“Are you looking forward to your summer, Patrick?”
I brushed a blond cowlick out of my eyes and nodded. “Guess so. As much as a fellow can look forward to stretching fence. But thanks for offering to pay me.”
“Only right,” he answered. Then he read my mind, like he usually did. “Up till now it was just chores, really, but this’ll keep you hopping full time till you go off to college in the fall. Got a corral and shed to build after the fencing’s done if I’m gonna run cattle on that land.”
“Yeah. I’ll get it done, pop.”
“I know you will. You okay with me asking the Hartshorn boy to give you a hand.”
I paused before answering. Everyone talked about Devon Hartshorn, but nobody ever said anything about him, if you know what I mean. His family was new to town when some drunk plowed into their car out on Highway 55. Killed everybody except the Hartshorn boy, who was never the same afterward. The kids at school claimed he was feeble-minded or worse. The thought of working with a blithering idiot raised the hair on my neck.
But that wasn’t all of it. Nobody was left to take care of the kid after the family was killed, so they put him in a public home. When he turned eighteen the man who ran the place took him to live at his house. Everybody thought that was mighty Christian of Mr. Jones until the ugly rumors started. He was abusing the kid, people said. Abuse to me was a walloping that wasn’t earned, but the kids in the know whispered about another kind. Some guys claimed Mr. Jones was…well, screwing the kid. The outraged locals ran the man out of town, and now Devon lived alone in the old Jones house out on the west side.
Dad spoke into my silence. “Devon’s a good boy despite all that’s happened to him. He’s a good worker even if he is kinda soft in the head. Do you know him, son?”
“Seen him around town, but that’s all. And, yeah. I’m okay with working with him,” I said as we turned into the dirt drive beside a white clapboard, cross-gabled house.
I’d never seen Devon up close and don’t know what I expected, but it wasn’t what I got. A handsome, fit young man with coffee-colored hair and deep brown eyes tripped down the steps and grasped my dad's hand.
“Morning, Devon,” dad said. “You know my boy, Patrick? You’re gonna be working for him this summer. You two are gonna fence part of the old Mills place for me.”
“Yes sir, Mr. Holt. Hello, Patrick,” he solemnly greeted me with a firm handshake. “Did Mr. Mills say it’s okay?”
“Mr. Mills is dead, Devon,” my old man explained. “I bought his land, and that’s what you and Patrick are going to fence. Understand?”
“Yes sir. I’ll work good for you, Patrick.”
“Uh … okay,” I said in a daze. Dad explained things to Devon like he was a ten-year-old, but the guy was built like an adult—although he looked younger than me. And that couldn’t be; Mr. Jones got chased out of town four years ago. If the kid was eighteen then, he’d be twenty-two at least.
“You sure you’re okay with this?” my father asked when Devon hopped in the truck bed and we started for the house. “He’s a good kid, Patrick,” he went on when I nodded. “You treat him decent, you hear. Everybody acts like he’s different—and he is, I guess—but they’re either condescending as hell or else they treat him like a mindless animal. I know you won’t do that.”
Devon and I loaded a posthole digger, fence posts, wire, cutters, the come-along jack from the barn and headed for the job, fortified by two fat sack lunches and a big cooler of water. Neither Devon nor I said a thing on the six-mile drive to the Mills place. I was too nervous, and he apparently had nothing to contribute.
I quickly learned if I carefully explained what was expected, Devon performed perfectly. If I assumed he understand something, it led to disaster. When we broke for lunch, I tried to initiate a conversation.
“You're a good worker,” I started and immediately realized that condescension thing had reared its ugly head.
“Thanks, Patrick. Mr. Jones said that was what everybody expects out of a fellow.”
The casual mention of his abuser threw me off stride. “I'm surprised you even mention that son-of-a-bitch’s name. Uh … him treating you that way and all.”
His reaction was astounding. “Don’t go saying bad things about Mr. Jones! He was good to me. Till he up and left me all by myself. Why did he do that? I thought he liked me. Said he loved me. What does love mean?” Devon asked throwing me a curve.
Stunned, I looked at the incredibly handsome boy…man…sitting beside me on the Dodge’s tailgate, chewing his sandwich placidly. “Uh, that’s when you like somebody really well.”
“Oh, then I guess I love you, Patrick.”
“No, no!” I sputtered. “I mean like when a man and a woman want to get married. Or how a fellow feels about his father or mother.”
He frowned in concentration. “Can a man love a man?”
“Sure. Like brothers, you know. Otherwise, they’re just buddies.”
“Buddies. Is that what we are, Patrick? I had a buddy once,” he went on in his childlike way. “Mr. Jones was my buddy. He loved me.” The frown came again. “But he went away.”
“You don’t know why he went away? Be damned, you don’t have any idea, do you?” I muttered when those big, liquid, clueless eyes turned on me. “How could you like a man like Jones?”
“He’s a good man,” Devon said seriously. “He treated me real good. Took care of me when nobody else wanted me.”
That made sense—put up with the abuse in payment for the care. My curiosity got the better of me. “Didn’t you resent what he … did to you?”
“He didn’t do nothing to me,” came the sincere reply, making me wonder if a great injustice had been done in the heat of the chase.
“He didn’t … do things to you? You know, personal things.”
A confused frown revealed Devon’s lack of comprehension. “He did good things to me.”
I backed off. “Well, if it’ll make you feel any better, he didn’t want to leave you. He got … uh, he had to leave, and they wouldn’t let him take you with him.”
“I know. That’s what he told me. Said he couldn’t even write to me.”
“Great,” I muttered, crawling to my feet.
As I delivered Devon home after work and paid him for the day like my dad had instructed me, he promised to be ready bright and early the next morning. We were both filthy from the day’s work, and I wondered if he’d have enough sense to clean his clothes.
I had time to clean up before mom put supper on the table, but decided I was too tired to go into town and find my girl, Sara Sue Crowley. I settled for talking to her on the telephone for fifteen minutes instead.

*****
Sounds like Patrick’s handling everything okay. Or does it? Tune in next time to find out a little more.

Amazon permits you to read a short passage of my novels, Cut Hand and Johnny Two-Guns. I also believe the STARbooks-published River Otter, Echoes of the Flute, and Medicine Hair are still up. I sure would like to get the final book in the Cut Hand Series, Wastelakapi… Beloved, published, but it’ll take some help from readers to get Dreamspinner interested.

My contact information is provided below in case anyone wants to drop me a line:
Website and blog: markwildyr.com
Email: markwildyr@aol.com
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And now my mantra (yes, it’s mine, even if I borrowed it from Don Travis): Keep on reading. Keep on writing. You have something to say, so say it!

Until next time.

Mark

New posts at 6:00 a.m. on the first and third Thursdays of each month.

Thursday, March 1, 2018

Antony (Part 1 of 2 Parts)

markwildyr.com, Post #54



My fellow author Don Travis liked this story so well, he asked if he could publish it on his website, dontravis.com (with proper accreditation, of course). Consequently, both of our blogs will run this piece on Thursday, March 1. I hope you enjoy the story.

*****
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ANTONY
          The mere sight of Antony Abó raises the testosterone, excites the nerve endings, exercises the libido, and loosens involuntary clouds of pheromones.
          That was my reaction the first time I laid eyes on him and remains so today. I met Tony last summer at a powwow at the Indian Village in Expo New Mexico. An artist, I wanted to grab some photos and make quick sketches of dancers decked out in full regalia. Past Greg Gartzen paintings of Native Americans sold well, and I was inclined to see if I could replicate the success. Greg Gartzen… that’s me.
          That summer day, I got no farther than a hundred steps through the gates of the village before I halted in my tracks… pole-axed by the sight of a masculine vision. A young man stood half-facing me as he engaged two companions in earnest conversation. What initially attracted my attention was his nakedness. Lightly—but definitely—muscled, his slender frame was covered only by a beaded breechclout. A real one, not a pair of short shorts with a flap in front and another in back. That was obvious by the brown flesh visible all the way to the garment’s waistband. An unbound cloud of glistening black hair flowed around his face and down his back, shimmering in the sunlight as he moved. The features did not match the physique, his was the beautiful, unlined face of innocence, seemingly younger than the rest of him.
          I dropped onto a nearby bench, snapped quick photos with my iPhone camera, and flipped open my sketch pad. With quick, bold strokes of the pencil, I managed to capture the essence of the youth before an announcement over the loudspeaker broke up the trio. To my surprise the thing he clutched in his left hand turned out to be his regalia. He opened the flat package and slipped his arms through straps, revealing a cape of blue and yellow and white feathers. He slipped a beaded headband over his brow and moved with the others toward the announcer’s stand.
          I drew furiously for the next hour, as dancers, both male and female, took to the big patch of white sand utilized as a dance floor. I filled almost one entire sketch pad with images of the marvelous Tony as he performed the hoop dance solo. He seemed to be a featured dancer, at one time piping a haunting ballad on a wonderfully painted flute, accompanied only by doleful drums. Even as I reproduced his grace and beauty on paper, I learned his name, his tribe, and that he must be older than he looked because he was a recently decommissioned air force pilot. How had he managed to keep those flowing locks in the military?


          I remained longer than intended, and the powwow was coming to an end before I started putting away my things. As I swiped my graphite stained fingers with wet towelettes I carry for the purpose, a voice startled me.
          “Someone told me you had sketches of me? Do you mind if I see one?”
          Gripped in the gut by that deep, gravelly voice, I lifted my head to regard Antony Abó, now dressed in denim, cowboy boots, and black Stetson. He pierced my soul with the onyx marbles he used as eyes. I had to catch my breath before I tapped one of the pads.  “Mostly in this one. Feel free to take a look.”
          “Thanks.”
          I watched him turn the pages and examine each sketch before going to the next. What a paradox this man was: he possessed the frame of a young man coming into his prime, the face of an adolescent, and the voice of a commander. I believe a piece of my heart broke off and dropped into my gut at that moment.
          At last, he raised his eyes and speared me with a stare again. “You’re good. But tell me something. Why so many of me?”
          I drew breath to steady my voice. “Because you were the most interesting dancer out there.”
          He flipped a couple of sheets and held out the pad. “What about her?”
          I glanced at the sketch of a lovely young woman. “Can’t hold a candle.”
          He frowned momentarily as something flashed behind those flinty eyes. “Guess I oughta be flattered. What are you going to do with them?”
          "Three or four will be turned into paintings. I’ll keep a few as sketches to decorate my home or office. Would you like a couple?”
          His mouth broadened into a smile. “Sure. Thanks.”
         "Okay, pick out three and I’ll finish them later today. You can pick them up at my studio or I can bring them tomorrow.”
          He selected three drawings and agreed to pick them up tomorrow, the final day of the powwow. When he asked my name, I handed over a business card with the address of my studio… which also happened to be my home. Just in case.


*****
Well, what do you think? Do Greg and Antony meet on the morrow? Is there something building between them? If so, is it something positive or are they about to butt heads?

You’ll find out in two weeks when Antony concludes.

Also wanted to tell you that I’m changing my publication dates again. From now on, I’ll post at 6:00 a.m. on the first and third Thursdays of each month.

Please remember that DSP Publications released Cut Hand.. I’d appreciate it if you give the book a look. Amazon permits you to read a short passage. This is the first novel in the Strobaw Family Saga series.

My contact information is provided below in case anyone wants to drop me a line:
Website and blog: markwildyr.com
Email: markwildyr@aol.com
Facebook: www.facebook.com/mark.wildyr
Twitter: @markwildyr

The following are some buy links for CUT HAND:


Thanks for being a reader.

Mark


New blogs posted at 6:00 a.m. on the first and third Thursdays of each month.